God, I realize C never really liked me. He used me the whole time we were together and I had no idea. I really fell in love with him. And to end things, he cheated on me. And then he separated us further by asking for a break. And then hooked up with his ex-girlfriend. I'm heartbroken and devastated. And I'm physically sick, not eating, and barely sleeping. I want him to realize what he did and how much devastation, hurt, and trauma he's caused. And also to realize he loves me. Can you please help me? I really need you right now. I love you God. And even after all he did, I still love him too because my heart is all loving. I'm so hurt. Thank you for helping me God. Please pray for me friends.