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Bella
Bella Murphy
Bella
Bella Murphy
Apr 17, 2011

Prayer Request

Pray for the people that I have said words I did not mean to them. It was so wrong of me in doing it. Satan was attacking me when I said those things. I am truly sorry. Now I regret all of my past words and actions. Due to my words and actions, I have people who have deleted me from their lives. To me, now, it hurts. I ask God to heal my hurts. My life has been a bad road which I have been trying to clean it up. I have ask them for forgiveness. I know God forgive those who forgive themselves. And to leave the past behind me. That is what I have been working on. But other people keeps throwing my past to my face and I keep turning the other cheek. My heart cries when I hear them talk like that. Most of the time I am quiet. I do not talk to anyone in fear I might say something wrong again. Thats when I talk to God the most. I say, " Lord God, quiet their mouths that I do not have to hear it." I was always brought up to give my heart and not hate anyone. I am now 61 and still do not know how to hate anyone including the ones who has hurt me too. I do not like it when someone lies to me. Thats when I strike at them when I find out the truth. Now some scriptures comes to my mind when I hear them lying and it eases my mind. It also keeps me from talking off the wall to them. Due to the way I was raised, other people use me or take advantage of me in all ways. I ask God for guidance to show me when I am being used or taken advantaged. Also this would stop me from blowing my mouth off in anger. And to be the happy person I once was.
But mostly to pray for the ones I have mouth off too in anger. I really want to show others I am a new person.