I don't know how to pour out my heart here but I am sure I need urgent prayers for deliverance. My hands are so heavy as my mind that i can't type anything.
Somebody please call God on my behalf and tell Him i need Him now more than any present, past and future time in my life. If my soul is still important to Him, If He was wounded, wore those crown of thongs for me, died and rose in glory, I need Him to magnify His glory in my life right now.
If there is anything in reality like destiny helpers, Let God send them from His holy sanctuary to me right now. I am helplessly face with dropping out of school with no money to feed, I can't work, I can't go home, I can only join crime to survive.... where is God right now? My covenant with Him is at stake, His promises?? His words I hold firm onto?? every passing seconds my hands and body and my soul shakes to take wrong decisions... Who can save me from these feelings? I need grace, I need God, I need help, I need deliverance, I need a destiny helper, I need a miracle, I need a saviour. God please do not forsake me now. Do it again for me and my soul, my vows to You I will fulfill.

pray with me brethren that God may show me the way leading to the part He has been telling me to follow in life which remains uncertain to me... pray with me that God may release the words of divine healing on my mother......that the word of God may be more real in my life....that His promises come to pass now for its expectations is like a daily bread to me....that i may not continue to be in hunger for these promises.....that the time of my glory may not pass me by as Jesus prayed in John 17:1-3.....Amen.