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Ja'Won
Ja'Won Blackmon
Ja'Won
Ja'Won Blackmon
May 25, 2012

Prayer Request

Lord, I come to you after midnight with a humble spirit and a aching heart. I have gone through so much in my life over these past three years.

I have met and had the chance to speak with wonderful people. Some who have managed to stay close and keep in touch with me. I would like to extend my thanks and praise for what you have done for me and those people in our lives. You blessed me with a great job in my career field with an opportunity to challenge myself and be promoted into the position I'm looking for to truly show my most valued skills sets in my field. I am very grateful for this as well and I thank you once again with all my heart.

Lately, I have been really experiencing aches and pains physically, mentally and emotionally from lingering past hurts, family issues, anti-socialism and self-conflict.

I humbly ask that you forgive those who have hurt me as well as others and forgive me for hurt those I care for and myself. Forgive me for pity parties I part take in and the negative energies that dwell within. I am truly sorry for what I have become. I wouldn't ever claim to be perfect or the best person to step foot on this Earth, nor would I ever want to cause harm to anyone intentionally. I realize that a lot of my own pain and suffering also was my own fault and I take full responsibility for my actions and the way my life has turned out. For so long I have blamed many for the way I turned out and changes, but no more.

I need you to help me progress and transform into a man of honor, integrity, respect and serenity to live and more comfortable, calm and peaceful existence. I don't want the best in the word because I don't believe that exists in this world. The only request I require is your love and friendship and to support more than those I have leaned on for such. Allow me to place my trust and my heart into your loving and caring hands and lead me to do the will and purpose I was set out to do. Aid me to aid myself from doing wrong to myself and others to fulfill the purpose you have for me in life. Whatever it maybe, I am more than open and willing to doing so.

Please....I beg of you. I believe I was born with an unyielding spirit that doesn't know how to quit, submit or give up on anything I set out to do. I know I have the ambition, determination, common sense and courage to stand up in the face of adversity to overcome the trials and horrors of this life you have given me.

I refuse to kneel before the darkness in my life and hand over what I have worked my whole life towards and become something worst. Please ask you......help me help myself make my life more positive

Yah, The Most High I praise,
Amen.