I Feel i have suffered too much from since i was small and now since i trusted in God all this time, i still feel that up to now i don't deserve anymore suffering.my life has been dormant and i feel like i have no purpose in this life but to suffer.i have been praying to God to make a change in my life but nothing happens yet i know that God is at work and i cant do without my God.I thank God that i have two kids and a husband whose ways are not according to God.i pray for him but he ends up hurting me even more.i pray that God will hear my daily prayers