My life is in turmoil and I am sickened by my sins. Please pray that God watches over me and gives me the guidance, love, understanding and forgiveness that I need. Almost every day I pray to God to take me to be with him as I struggle not to take my own life. I cannot handle the abject cruelty of the people in this world, the suffering of man and animals, the Earth overwhelmed........ Please pray that I can learn acceptance and love in Jesus' name, amen.