I don't exactly know where to start. To make it short - my biggest need is God!! I don't know where to begin but I know that the doubt that clogs my heart is not helping me in anyway. Please pray that God shows me his love for me. That no matter what I Can learn that his love is not just there for everyone BUT me. I want to fall in love with him - To believe BEYOND a shadow of doubt that God has created me for a reason and that his love covers all of my crap, All of my sins, All of my momentary laps of reasons. That I can gain the courage and strength to seek him and the patience to just be still and know that he is. This war with myself is extremely exhausting & Lord I just need you. All of you!! Thank you for praying with and for me. I Pray that anyone else out there who is going through tough times will remember that there is always someone else who understands and will pray and love on them. God Bless you all!!