God, please teach me how to handle my stress and trust that everything will be OK through You. Help me be rid of my worry and anger by giving it all to You instead of suppressing them deep inside and lashing out when I can no longer control my emotions.

I am going back to school in August for a radiology degree. I plan on working as many hours as I can at a job that I am no longer fond of, plus I have 2 year old twin boys whom I love dearly but I already feel like I don't spend enough time with them with the full time job I work. I have a wonderful fiance that has been my rock since we met 4 years ago but I'm still feeling panicked, and stressed about adding more to my plate. Depression has been plaguing me as well, it has been on and off for years but it has seemed especially bad lately. I also am afraid to have another run in with alcohol because it seems to be my escape from reality. I got myself out of that rut once but it is tempting to return at times. Please pray that I can accept God into my life and make something of myself and my family. Also I would like to change my ways so that I live through him in every aspect of my life. Please also pray for my extended family, we have been through a lot of emotional turmoil in the last 2 or so years especially. I have lost a grandmother and an uncle to cancer, a cousin to a brain aneurism, and another cousin to a suicide recently. Thank you and God bless!