i pray that i remember & occupy the mindstate that god blessed me with to hurdle huge obstacles in the past; that i may see this time of stress due to illness as the illusion as it is. all things can be changed w/prayer/perspective. i pray that i once again feel my personal strength and heavenly love flow through me & about me. i pray for strong will, strength, & exuberance to push forward & once again embrace the world. amen.