I feel that I need to ask for prayers. I am facing a very big surgery in two weeks. I have to have a spinal fusion done and it is a 6 hour surgery with a 4-6 month recovery period. I have a couple of minor health issues that are pre-existing~ asthma, and tachycardia (my heart beats too fast). That being said, I am VERY frightened of being under anesthesia for that long. I fear waking up, I fear having a heart attack and I fear dying. I fear leaving my family...my daughters need me. My oldest has a severely rare disease and my youngest is an amazing girl that needs me too. . . and I need them. Please pray that I feel peace going into this entire ordeal and please pray that the Lord is merciful and he allows me to wake up from this surgery experience.
thank you for your help.