You know the concerns that are weighing on my heart about the future. I know you've said that you have plans NOT to harm me, plans to give me hope and a future. I'm lost and I'm scared right now. And angry! Please pray for me to walk through this difficult time. for a brighter tomorrow, the strength and focus, energy and desire to clean up the wreckage left for me. I don't want to walk through this life alone and lonely. I'm grateful for the forthcoming addition but still am so hurt by the decision of the system to tear the very heart out of my chest. I know you're doing what I can't see and have a plan for that piece of the tapestry of life too .. but I really don't understand.

Hold the children in your hand and guide our paths. Please bring us healing and peace. Amen.