please help me, i need some strenght and wisdom because of who i am for the fast 15 yrs, i may be bad, but deep inside i am just a person who is in need before. I need you LORD GOD to be at my side and show me what to do, i now it may ruiN my life, MY DIGNITY or being laugh at my back. Being involved to smebodys husband who is now very sick and i cannot d anything. LORD I KNW YOU CAN UNDERSTAND ME, PLEASE HEEEEEELP!!!!!!!PRAY FOR ME I'M SO ALONE FACING ALL THIS FOR A LIFETIME.....and for my son who has a special needs not knowing about our being the second family LORD help him understand our situation . PLEASE PRAY FOR ME AND TO MY SON, PLEASE HELP ME