My prayers go out to you. I am 69 years old and have been living with intractable pain for over 30 years. I have so many lumbar and cervical diagnoses it's pathetic. Doctors are so afraid to prescribe pain medications these days and we pain patients are left to suffer. My problems cannot be fixed and I bet you're in the same boat as me. Please know I will be praying for you every night. The Lord cares. Our world is just messed up.