I am writing with a heavy heart not knowing what to do. Everyone is counting on me to do the right thing and take the right decision yet i don't know what i want to do. I am emotionally drained, mentally down and physically sick. I came to a conclusion that maybe hardest thing to do is to know what does god wants from me. Some tell me if you don't do this you'll be the reason why we didn't get what we want and some tell me you don't have to do it cause your mental health is more important. I don't want to be the reason, i don't want to see it falling in front of my eyes yet i am really tired and i need some rest. How can i know what's the best thing to do? How do we know what God is saying? Can you pray for me today so i can hear god's voice and take the right decision. Please