I need a prayer that i can find GOD again i lost my mother 06/23/10 very sudden she was my rock my best friend my world im so lost without her i have found myself woundering if there is a GOD i was suppose to move in with my mother to help her but she passed away the day that i buried her i came home to mine and my kids set out side what was not stolen i lost my job a drunk driver smashed my car and my best friend passed away 08/03/10 2 very close friends of mine died 09/06/10 i feel like anymore that im being punshed for something i have always been a very strong beliver in GOD my life is just going down hill so fast i just need prayer that he will start to take some of this off my shoulder