Please pray that I get justice as I try to bless my enemies. Please pray that I stop being rejected and persecuted and misunderstood at least a little bit if possible. Please pray my prayers get answered after years and years of waiting. Please pray that Jesus sends me people who will treat me with real love and respect. Please pray that Jesus rescues me soon. I can only take so much and I don’t want anything bad to happen. I’m all out of tears to cry. I don’t want this calling if I can’t be allowed to be happy for long. The joy of the Lord isn’t even there anymore. I just sit in bed and cry. I sometimes want to be put in a coma so I skip this part of my life and wake up later on if it starts getting better. When does life get better?