Dear God,
I am so confused right now and I and I am sitting here at home, bored out of my mind trying desperately to get a job! I have yet to start my internship this month, but sitting alone in the house all day won't do a thing! Why Am I not worthy enough to be in the presence of someone who will hire me?
And Father, it feels as if my relationship sometimes has it's ups and downs. I know I have autism and I believe in you. It's just that it's hard for me. I can't explain it but it's so hard for me. I have been doing things to cope in ways that I shouldn't and I just need some healing, someone that will look after me! I wanna prove that I am not some lazy bum who wastes his summer all day long but I can do things though the mighty power of God that strengthens me!
I have also been dealing with some mental issues on getting myself together to prepare for an audition in the fall and I feel like I lack confidence in my ability to play the way I want to play. I just pray that God, you can give me that confidence and help me every step of the way to do my best when I head back to school in the fall.

All this I pray in Jesus name,

Amen.