I will be praying for your family. I know this time of year is hard for people. My first husband took his life on December 23rd 11 years ago. He battled anxiety for so long and it finally got the best of him. I try to think of the great memories we shared and know that his mental illness can no longer hurt him. This year I've become much closer to God and my faith has become so much stronger. I am focusing on the true meaning of Christmas. I pray your family will enjoy this special holiday. You obviously are a close family and with you enjoying the birth of Jesus it will help them as well. I pray for God to help them feel the blessing and happiness at Christmas and every other day. May God bless you and your family.