Please no judgment- I’m almost 37 & this is so important to me. pray God smooths over & repairs damage I did. I was too emotional, discussing commitment too fast w/a sweet (saved) man I went on 2 dates w/ last wk & it scared him off. Pray I can just enjoy having FUN w/him & he contacts me this wk for a date. We’re late 30s & I long to be a wife/mother. That God will show me tonight that He has GOT this & restoring to better & communication starts back this wk. Even if he’s just good company to get me out. Been depressed & NEEDED the fun- unspoken also