Dear Lord
I have pretty much lost it all in this world, I had a beautiful loving wife and daughter, but my despair and restfulness caused them to leave. I started to take anti depressions, which seemed to lighten my despair and anger against the world in general. I need to find a place of being at peace with myself and the world, and I know that is available to me through the teachings of Jesus Christ and the word of the bible BUT something seems to block me from this, please pray for me to find the true meaning of his truth and wonders.