Prayer Request
im really tired. i feel as if god is not there. i've been begging for forgiveness from someone that i hurt, but i keep seeing her like posts about giving up on people you love and ive been seeing her posts about cutting off people from her life. she hasnt responded and im scared that she wont. im scared that all my efforts will go to waste, and that all that i did was absolutely for nothing. i genuinely am so sorry, i think god can attest to that, it's just that i dont think she sees that anymore. im just a teenager, and so is she, and thing is, teenagers make a lot of mistakes and i completely recognize them and hold myself accountable for them, but i've done everything i possibly could to salvage everything and it just seems like it's not enough. and that in the end, it was all for ntothing. i don't know what to pray for anymore ; pray for her to come back and sort things out with me? or pray for me to let go of her? i honestly dont know. please give me advice if you have any.
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Beloved,
God hears you cry, and does answer the cries of His children! I am not sure if you know the story of Daniel. Daniel cried out to God and the Bible stated that Daniel cried out for three weeks. The Angel of the Lord came to Daniel and shared with him that God heard his cry when he first cried out, but the demonic spirit of the prince of the air delayed it (paraphrased). God hears you, baby, but take this time to really look at the relationship and see if this is something you really want or what is the true motive for trying so hard to reach out to someone that has closed you down. Maybe it would be wise to just focus on your healing and if it is meant to be it will be repaired. My closest friend and I didn't speak for over a year, but in God's time our relationship is repaired and it is as if we never had a funk. Give it time to heal baby.
Pray that you give yourself a break.
God forgives, but sadly not every people do the same thing. What matters is you have asked for forgiveness to her and to God. All you can do is put your mind at peace. Know that you did your best and that it is up to her what sheโs going to do with you. We make mistakes and we learn from it. Now, let go of trying to push yourself into her life. The right people will forgive and accept you. Continue to pray and go on with your life without her. ๐๐ป