Please pray for me. I'm getting anxiety attacks. I've just started a job.... but I feel like I'm unable to meet their expectations. I'm so sad. Very very very sad. I don't know what to do. I'm hating myself because of this.

I don't know how to calm down, I cry everyday. I just want these days to end. September is just so difficult. The pandemic has gotten into me.

I cannot lose this job. Please pray for my boss and colleagues as well to understand me though I've never really shared my worries to them.

Thank you.