Please pray for me, I have been living a lie--- always taking jobs that I sell myself as able to do, when I can't and then when I am close to having to perform, I get so scared, that I stress out so much, I get sick!! I want to learn to live as I am- doing what I can do, and still provide for my family! I have so many issues!! I need God to teach me trust in him, that he will provide for me and patience! Please pray to God for me, I am so worried! The fear of failure is so hard to bear!