Dear Lord, now is the time I need you more than ever. Please I beseech you to heal and restore our relationship. I know you can see all. I’m calling in my most important prayer, favor, blessing. This time God, it matters. More than my accident, more than my leg. More than nearly anything. I know you did not alter my entire life and being just to hurt me again. Please God and Jesus, right this ship. Look sincerely at this, see what it is doing to me and him. Please restore us. I really do need him. You know it God. Please let him realize he needs me too. Let him remember all the good and happiness we share. Help us God, PLEASE! He is a good man, a spiritual man, a man just like me, strange and wonderful. Dear God have mercy. With the help of You, your son Jesus and your Angels restore our relationship. From my heart of hearts and the depths of my soul, I cry out to you for your divine aid. Please do not forsake me. Show me clemency, love, kindness, mercy and please give me my man Shan. It matters!