Lord, please give me direction regarding a relationship. I'm afraid of letting go of this person who has been in my life 26 years but it is becoming clear that the toxicity in our relationship is changing me and I don't like who I am. So many changes since being in my 60s. I have a hard time trusting people and have been scarred terribly in the past. I feel the urge like there is something I am supposed to do or know.... I moved to be near my son and daughter-in-law and new grandson and left so much behind. It's hard to start over when you are older. It's been a life-changing, painful experience. I know God is here with me even after all of my poor choices. I work out of my home and I feel lonely a lot. I don't mind being alone but that's different. You have never led me astray.