It is all up to you, Korin. If you decide to quit the habit, God is right there to help you. He is waiting, for first step from your side. Hope you will soon find peace.

Korin I've myself hot involved with a drug addiction a disease that no one I mean no one can help you out of it I myself at a young age lost my mother and didn't know how to deal with her death until one day I was introduced to a certain drug and it tool the pain away but lil by lil it was taking part of my life and I didnt realize it but I had a strong heart and mind i was still responsible i went to work i didnt sell or steal for this bad habit it was more recreational use as i got older it stood with me i swore at a young age I'd never get involved but things change well i was alone in my house in my bedroom and i needed this disease this evil addiction out of my body so I made a promise to got I'd never do it if he will allow me to see my children grow up so I repeated please god in jesus name ask and you shall receive through jesus christ so I screamed out crying please heal me please take this craving out of my body ask and you shall receive through jesus christ I literally screamed out crying please take this out of my body I want to feel like I did before I first tried this drug strong, empowered so I continued to ask and prayed ask and you will receive through your son jesus christ all things healed while I was crying out for help well theres a thing called freewill we Ethier can say no or yes I was offered this drug and it was planted in the restroom for me to do and I dumped it into the toilet that was test one I got tempted again I made a choice I cried out to god for help remember I asked god through his son to answer my prayers ask and you shall receive again I turned it down the 3rd time I was at a party I was offered again well i was strong enough to say no the first two times i was strong enough to say no the 3rd well i said no and in my mind i said i beat you you no longer will crave this drug the next morning as i awoke i felt cleansed it was a unbelievable feeling i was in power i was strong again i truly was healed and god answered my prayers through jesus christ that evil that consumes you loves to see you not in power, weak and there are unknown shadows that watch you while your destroying gods creation his temple once you scream out your no longer welcome and your stronger than that addiction the evil has lost you become so powerful it's been years i mean years it has no control over me and it never will and believe me it sneaks in when your sleeping and at peace it tries to sneak back in on you when your vulnerable while u sleep and it might succeed and this happens in the early stage of you taking control and you will feel guilty that you did it in your dreams but in reality you are so powerful and you pray for protection you become more strong more in charge of your life and that evil addiction that evil will move on to another weak minded soul but now that you defeated this addiction this disease you help someone else with the same gameplan I shared with you you have to want it you have to say no you have to dump it 3 is my number my lucky number I turned it dwn 3 times and so can you no one but you god and jesus and your strength you are strong minded jus say no and dump it remember how you were before that drug was introduced to you remember how better your life was before this disease again we all have are reason why we get involved in this addiction this disease but you are in power remember you are in power you are so strong minded put on your armor and fight off that urge and I promise I promise you will be healed I did and so can you 🙌🙌🙌🙏🙏🙏