I'm having major issues in every aspect of my life at this moment! I'm in pain due to auto immune disorders- (which is leading to depression- or my depression could be leading to my pain) I've not quite figured that out) I'm very anemic- and having financial issues with not much help from family. My children don't understand my pain- nor do they care. I'm only good for a babysitter/bank/pharmacy. (I'm learning how to tell them no- but it's very hard due to some guilt I'm holding onto) can I please get some prayers for strength to make the last chapter of my life the best one there is? I want to do something great... I'm not sure if my book of poems will help someone- or writing a book of the strength I had- to keep from committing suicide every day to save my family from the embarrassment of what a weak daughter they had.... I'm not even sure of how or what to ask any of you to pray for. I just feel so lost and alone...