My prayer is for my son his name is Stefone Blacksher, he is hanging on to a thread at the moment! What I mean by this is that my son is very ill! He has stage 5 kidney disease anyone that has it will know exactly what I am talking about. Kidney disease can come from so many different things my son's came from drinking! Oh boy this is so hard for me to write. I see the life draining out of my son! I no longer see anything in his eyes but a sadness that I can't even understand, it is like my soul or should I say that ours souls are connected in away! It is as if I can feel his pain! I can hardly breath when I look at my son. I dare not let him see me cry or loose my composure! When I first found out I cried in front of him but I had turned my head toward the wall and cried silently and I walked out of the room only to return to finish hearing his doctor speak to us. He was able to see that I had been crying and he said moma don't cry I am ok. At this time his kidney was 28% and now it is only 4% so now u see what I mean, He feels so much anger, at himself and he says mom I did this to myself, I don't blame no one mom but myself.
So I am asking for all of the prayers that I can get for my son. Tomorrow he will start his dialysis for the first time today! Yesterday his legs were both very swollen and they said it was because his kidneys is shutting down on him. He is 64"1/2 in height and he only was weighing 129 pounding with the welling he weights alot more! I am so afraid please pray for us also to find a kidney soon for my son. He had someone that said that he was willing to let him have a kidney it was one of his cousins and he has now pulled out. Right now my son is in God's Hands now, we have no support from family it is his sister and me that are his strong supporter's and of course the people that I tell his story too! Thanks to each and everyone for your Prayers in Advance!!