Hey everyone , one month ago I lost my cousin who was only 29 years old. He was a brother , cousin, and a best friend to me. The first two weeks were the worst days of my life. I blamed God for everything and didn't want to live. I hit rock bottom and surrendered. I finally found peace in my heart with the help of my friends prayer. Now it's been a week where Im starting to have anxieties and can not sleep at nights because of my thoughts and constant fear. I told two of my friends to pray for me, but it is really hard to describe what I'm going through. Please remember me in your prayer🙏🏼😔