I have a very specific prayer request. It may not mean alot to others but it is everything to me. I have battles with being overweight most of my adult life. All of my family is built pretty much the same..very robust. I struggles with weight after growing up in such a volatile childhood. We worked so hard to please a mother who could not see our value. I was very skinny when I was a young adult.But it was because I was anorexic. Living with an alcoholic and abusive husband I turned to the only control I had..losing weight by never eating.Those days I was merely trying to survive.When I started putting on weight after only eating two meals a day my mother was very disappointed in me.She said she thought she was going to have at least one daughter she could be proud of but now I was getting bigger.My brother told me no one would marry me..I was a size 12! Both of them were way bigger than I was! Food has always played a big part of my soothing process and comfort.Plus having the weight on kept molesters away..my childhood was filled with different men who molested me.Now,years later,I have healed in so many places of my heart..but one..the using of food to comfort and soothe. I desperately need prayers to overcome and not only lose weight but to be healthier.My mind is plagued at times over the thoughts of not living long enough to see my grandkids mature and grow.I feel like I let everyone down.God knows how to heal the broken..of this I am sure.I need His Healing on em int his area.So many times I have tried on my own.Please agree with me in prayer for victory in this battle. Thankyou to all of you who pray.God bless you!