I pray regularly or try to.. i have been bad for a while.. unfaithful.. and unloyal toward my loved ones.. i think i have been punished because of that too.. everyday i get hit by a bad news and got so much things to take care of.. my mind is completlt occupied with problems.. but i think its god way of testing me and punishing me for my sins.. i accept his punishment and ask for mercy as one of his child.. please forgive me god.. and help me get through difficult times..