how do I seek God, God I need you to take control of EVERYTHING!!! Salvation, Repentance, Deliverance, Restoration of Marriage, Occupation, Finances, Children, Our own place to live, My car, Strength to get through this. Being a single mom, Whether to do college online. God I surrender, I don't even know how to surrender. Lord don't let me be a failure. I need you to lead me. Show me please that you are with me and my children.