I'm going through a time of depression in my life right now. I know I am loved, and I love deeply, but I still feel sad. It is said that satan comes to us as our deepest desire. He came to me in the form of a man who was everything I ever prayed for. He stole my light. He destroyed me. I haven't been able to be my usual bouncy happy self since he came into and left my life. I used to beam goodness and people could see God's light through me but now they don't see it anymore. I've tried praying, I've tried reading my bible, and I've tried talking to God in the car. I don't know why it doesn't seem to be working. I can't shake this sadness. I still laugh and smile at my son, and my little fur baby puppies, but deep down I still feel numb and when I'm not numb, I'm sad. I wish I'd never met this man and that I could get back to the way I was before he came into my life. I know everything happens for a reason, and there's a reason this happened to me but I just want to feel God's joy again, I want to be happy again. Please pray for this depression to let go of me, or for me to let go of this depression and for God to send his joy back into my life again. Thank you