Lord, i know, that what you want will come true....and i know, you always want to make me stronger. But now i don´t feel strong. All the years has happened so much that i thought i will be dying soon. You spoke to me "No, your time is not now, you have something to do and you will help other people". Now i´m writing a book and you are the chief of what i am writing. But there is always so much trouble around me, that i´m always tired and i´m so sad about some things and people. I don´t know how i should write with all this. I´m your child.....please do something that i can go on working for you. I don´t know what to do anymore, but you know what to do and you are the almighty.......please make a change in my life. I can´t take it anymore.....and often have the thinking to give up.....but i know you can do so much in 1 second...........i´m no slave of this system........i´m your child.......and i trust in you!!!