There is so much strife in my family with my children. Please pray that God helps me to deal with this strife. I need the strength to deal with the Devil. He is trying to tear my family apart. I need his arms of protection placed around my family and me. Also my husband Eddie and I are looking for another place to live because we live in a mobile home park where there are drugs and alcohol but our money is low and it makes it hard to find a place we can afford. Deposit and rent would take almost all of our money for the month and leave nothing for utilities and food and medicine. I am disabled and have had 2 surgeries in 6 months. I had parts of my lungs cut out and then fell and broke my hip and had to have a hip and femur replacement. Sometimes I just feel so unloved. I know this sounds like I am on a pity trip, but I am not. My son even said that I was bitter toward their father who has been dead for 4 years. If there is bitterness in my heart please pray that God helps me to take the bitterness away. I just need God to hold me in his arms and show me some comfort. I am trying to get well so that I can be a wife to my husband of 6 months. Yes we go to church and we both know that God is number 1 in our lives and each other is 2nd. So please just pray for my family and Eddie and me. Thank you. Ruby Johnson