I Thank you God first and foremost for awaking me once again.I pray for forgiveness for not remaining true and by so destroyed the trust of the woman I Love with all my heart. I pray that you give me the strength to make the changes needed in my life to regain her trust and love once more.I pray that the confusion in my head stops and and let me think clearly.Help me to eliminate the EGO in life and eliminate all addiction and vices which have caused me so many problems through out my lifespan. Please pray that I can be the man God wants me to be .Pray that I can be a blessing to those around me and love me yet and all others who cross my path .I pray to continue to be motivated by the grace of God The Holy spirit and live a life following the ideas and words of Jesus Christ..while here pray that I can organize A:: areas of my life remove all clutter and confusion in my house and surroundings Grant me serenity to accept the things I cannot change.The courage to change the things I can .And the wisdom to know the difference Help me dear Lord I need you more than ever