Dear God....what do you want me to do..where must I go....I feel lost....It seems that I am going around the same mountain over and over again....my circumstances stays the same, just the sceneray changes..always the same worries, the same fights, the same pain.....
Dear Lord, can't You please help me and my family? I can not go on like this..I want to know how it feels to laugh, not to worry, not to be scared..to know where the finances will come from to pay for all that is needed.... I wish I could just go to a restaurant like some other people and order something to eat, without wondering if I can afford the hamburger....I wish that I am not afaraid to go home because I do not know whom is fighting with whom or wo is drunk again....I wish for peace.... I wish I could go to a doctor and let them take care of the constatnt pain I am in....I wish I could give medical help to my family.....Dear God, You are my Father....all that is good belongs to You...please Lord take this bitter cup from me and my family...Please Lord...I am broken....I can not continue.....I am so tired..my body, my spirit..everything...God You are the answer, please do not turn away from me....I beg you God, please!!!!!!!!!!