Heavenly Father, thaank you for bringing me all the joy and happiness...Recently, I have felt so down. I could see that things are turning into the way that I cannot control. Lord, please guide me to the way of faith, focus and love. I ask that You will bless me so that I can have strenghth, courage to do what I need to, so I can achieve what I want. God, You know how much it means to me. Today I feel really bad after I found out something bad about C. What can I do? I think C does not deserve my love anymore. And luckily, I lost interest in music again, so hope that I can finish my application. And I want to spend more spititual time to know more about you and your world. Jesus, I need Your help, I need your Holy Spirit to be with me at this time. Please help me. In Jesus's name. Amen