My mom has been diagnosed with Stage 2A breast cancer. She just had her mastectomy yesterday and came through it like a champ. They removed all of her lymph nodes and now we have to wait (more waiting) until Thursday to see how many of them are affected, which could change he stage to a 3, 3A or 3B. Needless to say I am terrified. My mom is doing wonderfully and has such a peace about her, and says she knows that she is going to be okay. I on the other hand do not have that peace. All I have is fear and panic. I have been praying, but it seems everything that I have prayed NOT to happen has happened. I know God hears me, but things don't seem to be getting any better. We haven't been getting the best news in in the world. Please pray for my mom. She has to undergo six months of chemo. Please pray that the lymph nodes are not affected, or if they are,that no more than 3 are. Please pray that I obtain the strength I need to support my mom through this, because right now I feel like such a disappointment to her and to God. To her because I have broken down in front of her and showed how scared I am. To God for getting angry at him for all of this. I have apologized to both, but I don't feel any less guilty. I feel alone, exhausted, guilty and scared. Please pray for my family. My mom is my best friend in the world and the thought of losing her is suffocating. My dad is dead, both of my grandparents are dead. I have her, my sister and my stepdad.I am terrified.