Father, I come to you humbly as your servant. I know that I am your difficult child but I know you love me. This year alone I have been faced with life changing circumstances including the diagnosis of a terminal disease. I know you are I am so I am asking you to show mercy for me, my 3 children,friends, family and others who are faced with this devastating illness as I walk with you. Father I need you to hold me up, help me to fight or show me where you want me to be. I love you