I prayed tirelessly for day and night when my beloved was being forced to marry according to the wishes of her family. No help came...after a year of trauma and psychiatric help along with emotional support from my friends and family i regained my senses if not completely. a few days ago i saw her in a picture with her husband ever so beautiful and seemingly happy...i am spiraling again. why is God doing this to me...what does God have in mind? i keep praying even though i swore never to pray again because it is something i cannot live without. But my mind seeks answers...and so far i only have more riddles, more pain...please pray for me to find some answers...or at least to stop being such a nexus of suffering to those who really love me...