I need you god. I need you back in my life and i need a way away from here to something more stable, comfortable and homelike so that i am able to get myself reconnected with you and a job, a car and stability so that i can heal my broken heart. My kids are my heart and everyday that i am away from them kills me. Im falling into a depression more and more and i need you lord to be there and help me change it . I dont wanna be away from my kids another day