Dear God, I met a guy. His name's Lamont. We've been "talking" for 4 months now. He's such a sweetheart. He treats me good. He's so polite. Always compliments me, calls me beautiful. Sometimes I worry about him thought cos he's been through so much. A close friend of his died a couple of days ago. I feel bad for him. He's has his own business that's he's trying to get back up in Vegas that he had in his hometown in Maryland. He's stressed out. I just want him to be happy and be okay. And I just pray that him and I will go far, and I feel like we really are. His family and his roommates already know about us. I've never "talked" to any guy for this long. I just feel really lucky to have him cos I didn't find him. He found me. I really think I'm starting to fall in love with him. Thank you God, for sending him to me. It just feels so nice finally having someone like him. He always makes my heart melt. He makes me so happy. I just want everything to get better for him. Amen. <3