I know we weren't promised a rose garden. I also know that I will never, ever suffer like Jesus did on the cross. God please give me the strength and guidance to get through this medical nightmare I'm in. Please everyone help kick the devil out of my way. Help me to keep my mouth shut and not say hurtful things to those I love. Why does life have to be so hard sometimes. Please help me lord through those that you have put in front of me to pray for me and for my boys. When I suffer, they suffer. Way too much stress for all of us. Thank you for your prayers.