as i am moving forward with the love of others each reminds me that the Lord Jesus is by my side always .. so thank you Lord for always being here with me, for always picking up the pieces of my broken life and helping me to stand on my own two feet .. one friend likens me to a "awterer" always nourishing and tending to others in the garden , so now while i am facing a time of being on my own i should allow or accept the gifts and love of others ..

so Lord I thank you for my friends , Shannon and Janice, keep them safe and watch over them .. thank you God for my brothers , who i love so deeply and allow me to accept their help without the guilt , without the worry .. keep them all safe and healthy asnd as always your faithful servant ... amen