I am praying for the strength and courage to get and stay clean...I have been two meetings so far, and still cannot seem to stop. I want more than anything in the world to stop using drugs. Please Dear God help me be strong and commit to myself and to those i love. I just want to be a good person again. Please give me the strength and wisdom to get a new job that won't put my recovery in danger. Please let the holidays prove to be a new beginning for me and my life. I pray to live a clean and sober life. AMen....