God its been a while. I'm so sick and tired of everything Lord. Please give me further strength that i will get through this together with my family. Lord now that our fate is rapidly approaching Lord help us to hold on you more than our problems. Please i know this is not yet the end its a part of life to encounter obstacles. Lord i pray to you please give me and my family more strength and more perseverance i know you have plans for us. I trust you Lord i give it all to you. And if coming to US is possible please let it be My lord. I want to help my family. I want a physical work, im tired of sitting here all day and do my assignments. Its not that im whining but i know im more capable of physical works. No matter how hard it is with you Lord i know i can. This is all for my families. I love my parents and brothers so much please bless them. and thank you for my real friends. In the name of your son Jesus Christ our Lord Amen