I have been in pain that requires heavy medication to endure.I have I/C of the bladder and nerve damage. I have spent most of the last 9 years in bed.I have a 13 yr old, a husband and 4 grand kids that need me. We have an opportunity to serve the Lord for several years in a 3rd world country. I ask that God provides me with supernatural healing or guides me to the right Doctors to equip me to join Him in the building of Orphanages, medical clinic, and school for throw away kids. I cannot join in with out it. I know He who calls will equip and that is my prayer. This has taken a toll on my entire life, I cannot travel, sit, excercise, cook, clean or be intimate with my husband.It has destroyed my relationship with my 13 yr old daughter. She has never known me as a well person. I also battle depression because of this. I want to join my husband in his mission field. Please , please pray for me. I am willing to lay down every possession to do the Lords work and not look back. I also am harboring anger and unforgiveness toward someone who destroyed my entire family for 2 generations. Pray that I can let go of that. Thank you so much and God Bless you as we together fight the unseen.