to all my payer partners, have you ever been where you are on the right steps, but something is holding you not back, but its like you cant move, or if you move you think why am i here, does that make any sense. that is where i am at right now I am on the right road, i just dont know where and what to do, i ask for prayers over me, that i will stay on the right path, i know the devil wants and is trying to stop me but i am not giving up. i want to lose weight, and eat right, i want to no longer have to wear oxgen, and to stop useing my walker. i also ask for protection over my friend james blakes, i ask that he come home safe, get in contac with his family myself i ask that he be able to contact someone, let someone know what has happend,