Anxiety is getting worse and worse. Cant sleep at night. Its been bad for the past 3 weeks. I need a reason to keep going. God made it clear that i cant give up, he gave me a purpose. But i just need someone to stick around with me until then. Its hard getting up in the morning, falling asleep at night, and everything in between. I wish i had a bigger family. All i have are friends that dont really seem to care.